Looks like another holiday today without my son.
They say the early bird gets the worm yet I can't show him the methods in which to perform to the highest standards.
On this day of resurrection, may God help me control my attitude today, in turn, bringing forth His oneness within my own.
The eminent future will show it's teeth sooner then expected when a Sabbath day, foregoing all participant's efforts to devise cataclysmic harm to my psyche, is executed through vast amounts of restlessness aware of the impending malfunction.
I give it to you Lord only to say, I for once, can not control this mood of depression.
I place my personal psalm upon your palm to relinquish ownership.
Legally binding by church and state,I abide by laws chosen as your "mysterious" ways and follow them in likeness to a baby to it's parents.
The last choice I have now moving forward is to take any opposition that is blocking my journey to indeed one day feel the abundance of independence days with no fireworks, Christmas lacking the real meaning, and smart people falling victim to April's beginning.
Be it as it may,I hope to somehow express a innovative, original concept to aid my maker in creating a son of such brilliance.
Classified are the details I speak of vaguely, all the while, I can feel your judgement eating away at my apparent wholesome, empty voids written all over my face.
A different interpretation translates a concurring understanding and wisdom.
Hear me in thoughts my son, although we don't get to hunt for eggs, we continue onward in a divine state communicating to each other where to look when treasures are to be discovered.
Holidays are happy for the masses generally speaking, but with no sign of my child, no lifeform can ever be my primary love enthusiastically challenging me to dedicated nights of unpopular work tactics.
Incremental steps behind the scenes will methodically strengthen our future if we remain faithful.
I can take accountability for a few matters to which my actions and/or words were misplaced creating more problematic environments.
The severity level that's fictitious as well as propagation, states what is proven incapable by comparison;contrary and ironic in fact.
I embellish my faults as a father for as if it were not for my kid, I couldn't breathe another breath or take another step.
I've learned an infinite existence means nothing without my creative inner workings connected alongside his outside of the box, visual convergence.
I am with you all the time,all the time I am with u.
More than any substance could adhere to, the newly reformed foundation emits stability on this road less traveled.
Anything I can do mentally will pay dues to pave the way for my predecessor.
I have plans for us J and I speak in volumes when my inaudible response to revision told through ones beliefs, efforts, liabilities, social functionality and of course, specified times that are met with deadlines also.
You are all I have and at this present time, I need your guidance to commute through perilous terrain leaving the pending options.We are synchronized!
Never in disagreement whatsoever...